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Sunday, 13 December 2009

  • A must

    Oh I just had to steal this! Most of everything I have seen on this list it very funny or cute in some way. I think it's important to surround yourself  in humor and feel good moments no matter what shape they come in. So yeah check it out.........


    Greg Rutter's Definitive List of 99 Things You Should Have Already Experienced On the Internet
    (made into a survey by teacup_surveys)
    Bold what you've seen.

    1. Grape Stomp.
    2.
    Charlie Bit Me.
    3. Chocolate Rain.
    4. Dancing Baby.
    5.
    Post Secret.
    6. Charlie the Unicorn.
    7. Mentos and Diet Coke.
    8. Numa Numa.
    9. Peanut Butter Jelly Time.

    10. George Lucas in Love.
    11. You're the Man Now Dog.
    12. Yatta.
    13. Star Wars Kid.

    14. Bubb Rubb.
    15. The Flying Spaghetti Monster.
    16. Dramatic Chipmunk.
    17. Homestar Runner.
    18. G.I. Joe Pork Chop Sandwiches.
    19.
    Fail Blog. : )
    20.
    Skateboarding Dog.
    21. All Your Base Are Belong to Us.

    22. Winnebago Man.
    23. We Like the Moon.
    24. I Can Has Cheezburger.

    25. Barney vs. Tupac.
    26. Shining.
    27. Cute Overload.
    28. Rick Roll.

    29. Lazy Sunday.
    30. David After the Dentist.
    31. Powerthirst.
    32. Christian the Lion.
    33. Bert and Ernie Rap.
    34. Lady Punch.
    35. Leprechaun in Alabama.
    36. Where the Hell is Matt.
    37. Boom Goes the Dynamite.
    38.
    Breakdancing Baby.
    39.
    Drunk Jeff Goldblum.
    40. Scarlet Takes a Tumble.
    41. Susan Boyle.
    42. Gay Mount Everest.
    43. Afro Ninja.
    44. Cop Shoots Himself in Leg in Classroom.
    45. Tron Guy.
    46. "Leave Britney Alone."
    47. Laughing Baby.
    48. I'm the Juggernaut Bitch.
    49. Exploding Whale.
    50. Take On Me the Literal Version.
    51. Bill O' Reilly Flips Out.
    52.
    Don't Tase Me Bro.
    53.
    The Landlord.
    54. Breakdancing Baby Kick.

    55. The Pet Penguin.
    56. Ms. South Carolina Answers a Question.
    57.
    I'm Fucking Matt Damon.
    58. Will It Blend.
    59.
    Spaghetti Cat.
    60. Tom Cruise Kills Oprah.
    61. Little Superstar.
    62.
    Chad Vader.
    63. Pretty Much Everywhere It's Going to be Hot.
    64. I Like Turtles.
    65. Who Needs a Movie.
    66. Jake E. Lee Shreds.
    67. Hawaii Chair.
    68. Aussie Party.
    69. Hitler Plans Burning Man.
    70. Montgomery Flee Market.
    71. Look at the Horse.
    72. Asian Backstreet Boys.
    73. Leroy Jenkins.
    74. Pinky the Cat.
    75. Monkey Sniffs Finger.
    76. Sneezing Panda. <3 <3 I adore this go check it out!
    77. Prison Inmates Remake "Thriller."
    78. Techno Viking.
    79. Ask a Ninja.
    80. Best Man Trips and Ruins Wedding.
    81. Best Wedding Toast Ever (Amy's Song).
    82. Kitten Surprise (How to Break Up a Cat Fight).
    83. Katana Sword Infomercial Goes Wrong.
    84. Matrix Ping Pong.
    85. La Penguena Prohibida.
    86. Angry German Kid.
    87. Evolution of Dance.
    88.
    OK Go "Here It Goes Again."
    89. Battle at Kruger (Lions vs. Buffaloes vs. Crocodiles).
    90. Daft Hands.
    91. Human Beatbox.
    92. Most T-Shirts Worn at Once.
    93. Zero G Dog.
    94. Cuppy Cakes Song.
    95. George Washington.
    96. Scary Maze Prank.
    97. Gay Referee.
    98. Tranquilized Bear Hits Trampoline.
    99. Reporter Gets a Fly in the Mouth.


    As you can see there is tons of stuff I have yet to see. I kept the numbers bold for the answers of the person I got this from.

    Although there is a lot of great stuff on the internet there is also a ton of stuff out there that will offend people after all it's the internet. So watch at your own risk. Just don't limit yourself to the point that you are afraid to explore. Have fun!

    ~Jess~

Monday, 07 December 2009

  • Currently
    Bubbly
    By Colbie Caillat
    see related

    waiting

    What am I defined by a ghost smile,
    miles of thread that hold me together
    a shred of hope and broken desire.
    uncertainty the last surrender.
    shattered reflections of foggy memoirs.

    Who am I a girl that cries in corners
    hides under beds
    full of fear and wonder
    locked in a closet
    praying for those words still unsaid.

    Who is that girl with the broken grin
    dancing in circles trapped within
    who is that ghost in the mirror
    a glimpse of who I would have been.

    I am a paradox
    shrouded by smiles and tears
    torn straight up the center
    of happy and sad.


    and I am waiting...


    12/07/09

    I guess I can still write, what a relief ! This just came to me 9:52p.m I needed to write, now that I have I can talk to him :) I love him, and I just need to open myself up... I just hate being vulnerable, it must be the scariest feeling in the world. 


    ~Jess~





Saturday, 28 November 2009

  • I said I would do it...Here it is!

    Here is the first poem of my collection...


    Disillusion

    Sold, tainted and stole
    Torn individual
    Melting into the ground
    Laughing in the face of a painful past
    At last condemned to the torture
    He inflicts on her suborn soul.
    Surrounded by layers of different dementia
    In golden shadows of haunted houses,
    She sits.
    Pleading to break away
    And wander to higher ground.
    Where I stay with the water beside me
    Where the colors blend into a vast imagery,
    That lies right in front of me.
    And here I still plead for tranquility without you near.
    You lay with the fragile water of disillusion
    While I sit with the calming water of truth.
    Mother I miss you.
    And I know somewhere inside you miss me too.
    But you lack the sense
    To save your hopeful heart
    From the insincere devious fools
    That tear us apart.
    And inside you must be
    Screaming
    As I do with these lines
    For our lives have parted ways
    And I  can’t  help
    But miss you.

    Jessica Kennedy

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

  • A hero in her own right.

                                                         

    I wondered how it was possible to walk for an hour through the woods and see nothing of note. I who cannot see find hundreds of things: the delicate symmetry of a leaf, the smooth skin of a silver birch, the rough, shaggy bark of a pine. I who am blind can give one hint to those who see: use your eyes as if tomorrow you will have been stricken blind. Hear the music of voices, the songs of a bird, the mighty strains of an orchestra as if you would be stricken deaf tomorrow. Touch each object as if tomorrow your tactile sense would fail. Smell the perfume of flowers, taste with relish each morsel, as if tomorrow you could never taste or smell again. Make the most of every sense. Glory in all the facets and pleasures and beauty which the world reveals to you. (Hellen Keller)
                                                           
                                                          

    She is so inspiring, and she remains to this day my hero <3

    ...She understood life is a gift, every moment is precious and the world is filled with endless beauty that you can feel even without sight or sound.

    Truly an incredible woman!

    ~Until Next Time~
             Jess

Friday, 20 November 2009

  • Happy

    The best and most powerful advice in this world is to be happy, just be happy.

    It may sound hard, but perhaps it's not. Smile, laugh, love without doubts and it should come to you. This is what I want, happiness pure and continuous. Yet a part of me feels afraid of it. I have the dark hidden belief that what ever goes up must come down just like gravity. This rushing feeling that the happier I am, the sadder I will be eventually. It's a horrible train of thoughts, very negative and cautious.Yet, I'm holding myself back with my fears. I have always wanted to dance like no one was watching, but  have cared what others thought if they did glance. But that should not matter, what matters is my own happiness. What matters is love and joy, I need to let go of my fears. If I get hurt then I will grow. If I fall on my face I will get back up. I'm not going to let fear stop me from living. I know what I want, I know who i want it with. I know I want more, so I will create it. I'm going to be happy. I'm going to think about what I want not what I don't want. I'm going to shine, like my element. I'm not just going to wish I was more, I'm going to be more. I'm going to bring pure joy into my life and I'm going to create it. When it come's I will open it with open arms because I am ready to get go and open myself up to the beauty in this world. I'm going to gaze at the moon and smile at the sun. I feel grateful for all that I have, all that I am, and all that I could be. I feel alive


    If you could have anything in the world that you wanted, just by thinking about it and believing you could have it... what would you want?


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